Today I woke up sad.  I can’t explain it, especially not after the last two days (which have been truly wonderful).

I miss you and you haven’t left yet.  You are so much a part of me and it really hurts to know that you’ll be gone in….fourth months.  Good god, crying about this now is nonsensical, isn’t it?

Yesterday it really hit me.  What am I going to do when you’re not pounding on my door everyday?  When we’re not arguing over the smallest trivialities?  When we’re not playing pranks on unsuspecting individuals? How am I going to be able to say goodbye to you?

I don’t think I can.

@2 years ago